Its Father's Day...

Every DAY has its STORY,
But THIS day, has a DIFFERENT STORY than the other people out there!
Every year passed, this Day keeps me thinking, is HE still ALIVE??
I never knew my DAD at all~ I was born without a DAD~
Does HE even know I exist?
My LIFE is so HORRIBLE *at that moment*,
My life, My AUNTY, UNCLE, MOM is my HERO, is My TEACHER....& is My FRIEND
I always wonder what was it like GROWING having a father??
Is He COOL? MACHO? STRICT?
I was so jealous with my friends...
As time PASSED ~
I left my PASS aside....but I cant~
EVERY YEAR got FATHER"S DAY MAH!!
Well, Living with my UNCLE & AUNTY now.... NOW, LIfe is just a normal ROUTINE!
Already 17 years now, celebrating with MY UNCLE,
If it wasn't HIM to accept me to be appart of his family, I will be on the roadside @ Bukit Bintang....
Well..
Thats my life, I don't wanna have secrets with you~

HAPPY FATHER"S DAY TO ALL THE FATHER"S!!

~NMN~
*I always wonder,why do I keep LOOSING my loved ones~ is HE testing ME?
*Does HE has a PLAN for ME?
*I AM SO AFRAID of LOSING MYSELF for HIM
* I am so afraid that I cant HOLD ON!!