Japan oh Japan~

Thousands of life just been swept away....Sob~
Some of us are busy or maybe enjoying life & yet at the same time a tsunami is occurring...
And all that happen its just because the earth shook The world became dark and the sea water overflow The sea swallow up the mainland The people cried out in fear and seek refuge but yet some of us are @ home relaxing~
Imagine the families that lost their love ones & shelter~....


Without a noise, a warning,
or clarion call
the sudden gulf of the impossible
striking from so far below

to stand, those who remained,
and see the remnants
of life, and death, strewn
powerless against such force:
nature's disquieting call to arms.

Surrendering, after first strike,
we begin to rebuild an existence.

Time withered in the sand
As illusions grew across the land
Many people came to see
What it was that just could not be

The ocean rose as high as trees
With people needing help from you and me
Sending money wasn't enough
As hope and prayers were needed more

All religions and nations
Came together in their aid
The people still have hope
To continue their lives once again

To feel the wrath of such tragedy
We can only imagine how it must be
But one world away, one can not forget
The strength of a Tsunami

Imagine when its over,

When all was calm
Shrill wail children call her parents
Shrill parents call of God
Meet melancholy in the rubble that still left
Not many left
House have been flattened
Where are the corpses
Swallowing saliva, holding hunger and thirst
One by one to meet her family
The injured or have died
Blessings can still gather
Although not have property again

Close our eyes for a moment,

Reflect~~

Pls Lord, i pray for those who need you the most right now. I pray for all the tsunami victims, that they may be protected by your greatness. Help those who are struggling with the Tsunami and those who lost they beloved. Amen.

Appreciate life while you have it~

Love it~

~nmn~

A ~ Z of me

A - Animal lover but not an insect lover though
B - loves Bowling,Badminton & Blogging.....duh~
C - loves CHEESE not so much~
D - a Drummer
E - i am Exquisite & Emo at times~
F - making Fun of people!
G - a bad Gamer and a bad Gambler
H - Horse - riding *love it*
I - Ice cream
J - Jungle trekking *need frenz to go with*
K - Kaching!
L - wants to be Loved
M - My Mom & Music
N - Nigel which is me! Naughty but lovable
O - Open minder,likes Oranges
P - loves writing Poems
Q - not a Quiet guy I am....
R - wants to REST
S - Supercalifragilistic ,Superannoying
T - Twisted my hand
U - United with each other
V - VVVVVV
W - alot of WATER
X - xenodocheionology * loves hotel *
Y - its You i want~
Z - Zoologist *when I was 8 years old,it was my dream*

Smile~

Well a day with you isn't enough....
Knowing you bit by bit but falling for you more every time I see you....
Lol~
You are crazy,fun, and things I cant even describe~ LOL 




I could look at your face forever
I could hold your hand for all time.
If I could have one granted wish,
it would be that you are mine.

I dream about you all the time
and they way you look at me.
I love hearing you smile
I love you so much, can't you see?

I could look at your face forever
I could hold you in my heart for all time.
So there's only one question left for you to answer,
will you please be mine?



 :-)


~Nigelicious Michael Nonis~


*I am falling for you more and more while I am trying to know you more~
I am so crazy for you~


~PLOOP~

A great fall~

I came in @ 5.30am.....
Started my day with a cup of MILO~
When to my office,did my daily job....
Got shouted at for no freaking reason.....was so confused?
*i know u stress but why throw over me??
Haiz......
Met my client,then while walking up I got a call from that man,
Kena shouted again~
Shouted back!
Kena warned!!!
So I walked away while he was talking,PISSED
My function was to start but there was a PROB,
I called the 1 in charge but then he raise his voice to me,so,
I shouted at him and he cried....
*my bad~~
But I was so pissed and wasnt thinking~~
I fell down the stairs~~~
KAKAKA
sprain my hand~
*why didnt I just die*
AHHHHHHH......
Typing this freaking post also so hard.....i only have 1 hand!!!
haiz~~~

Time....Its all I have~

Hey~
I dunno How this is but How is this??


I lay adrift on a wooden raft. Surrounded by the still, black sky of 
my mind. Floating on the dark, dimpled water of time. There your face 
twinkles above me. You shine. Stars so seemingly close, but 
unreachable. The light glowing on my outstretched hands. Clawing at 
the sky, but unable to grasp the source. 

My heart ticks in time to the groan of the planks. It is a clock. 
Counting not the day, but the moments since last we touched. Passion 
in fingertips the world has not yet rendered. Promises unspoken by 
lips that plead for fulfillment. 

Tick Tock. I drift farther from your touch. 
Tick Tock. Two more moments alone without you. 

My heart is a clock. It's muscle and nerves the gears and pins. A 
machine. A tool. But a clock is meaningless without time. Without 
time, a clock would simply count. Valueless decimals discarded and 
alone. My heart is a clock and you are its time. Giving purpose to a 
machine empty without you. Your sweet song, the harmony to my meter. 
Breathing life into the inanimate. 

Tick Tock. My heart waits for you. 

I lay adrift on the water of time, waiting for the currents to bring 
me back to you. 



~N~M~N~


ps: I will never give up on you~

What a day!!

"Nigel, She literally hates you!!" "Get away from her"
 I was told yesterday by a friend~
hmmm~
Well,just so you know
I dunno what she meant until now....kakaka
but personally I so wanted to slap her face or was it a punch??
but it didn't happened....
What are you interfering in my life?
Jealousy?
Really~~~?
Come on!!!
There is nothing between us....

I hate people~ such as YOU~

Life with Friends~

Last night, I was talking to a friend for 3 and a half hours (thats the good thing of house phone!! no credit waste!! )
He really BACK - ED me up siot!!
But after the so called long conversation we had,He send me a message~




"I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care"


What are best friends for!
All in the above explains it all~


According to someone, GOD does not do mistakes! *which is true!*
*everything GOD does,there is always a reason*


there is three "SPECIAL" moments in LIFE....
- Being brought to the world~
- knowing the purposed you live for...
- Achieving IT!
Haha....
Life is just so unpredictable~
God knows what I was gonna faced today even before I was born!
There is a reason of me still living~
but I still dunno,
I hope GOD will someday show me....But now all I have to do is WAIT!!
I love you~
I miss you~
I thank you!


Well,
Life goes on~
Always moving forward~
"AGE QUOD AGIS"
LOVING THE EVERY SINGLE MOMENT IN LIFE~~
APPRECIATING EVERY SINGLE FRIENDS I HAVE~~ 
ENJOYING EVERY RAINDROP IN THE SKY~~


HEY YOU!!!
If you love dancing in the rain but being scared of getting sick.....dun worry~~
ENJOY THE RAIN,LIKE I DO!
ENJOY LIFE!!!
DUN JUST DREAM, GO FOR IT!!
I LOVE MUSIC!! *it keeps me peaceful!*
















I LOVE HER *She makes me go crazy*


HUG EVERYONE YOU LOVE!!!




LOVING LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!


~NIGEL TAN MICHAEL NONIS~
*thanks to all~

Time spend with you~

Hey,
It was the great 12 years being with you!!
When you were young,you were so cute!!! *which you still do*
I love you so much lil bro~
You never disobeyed your mom~
You never shouted....
You will do anything as what we ask....
There were no excuses from you!!!
Bro, I wanna be you!!
Thanks for making my day, when I was down!~
You love getting tickled from me don't you??
The amount of videos that we have planed to do and that we have done!!
Kaka...
Funny right, lil bro??
Last year I started to bite you~
haiz~
Till we meet!!


~nigel~
I miss You

Tears~

My eyes filled up with tears as I heard the news
It never occurred to me, how much I could lose
I find myself wishing that it wasn't real
Every time I think about it, pain is all I can feel
Tears fall from my eyes, I can barely see
But my heart tells me that he'll always be with me
I’m glad he feels no pain now-he lives in a perfect land
I can still feel the soft touch on my shoulder of his loving hand
I lie in bed and cry at night
And I don’t feel any better in the morning light
And I will love and miss him forever
Until the day we are again together.
Together in that perfect place above,
Filled with caring, sharing and love
But until that day comes- I will wipe my tears away.
And hopefully see him again someday


~ Nigel ~

My Bro,My Life

Dear Lil  Bro,


I love you and I wish you were home,
it hurts me to think you're so alone.
Its not the same without you here,
why you did what you did is still unclear.
I remember when we were little and we played in Aunty Vivienne's garden, RUNNING & playing water~~~,
then we'd go sit inside and tickle each other.
You'd look at me and smile,
your smile used to stretch a mile.
When I had a bad day you were the only on who could make me laugh,
its like you were my other half.
It hurts me to see what your going through,
it hurts even more because there's nothing I can do.
I just wish I could make it all ok,
but all I can do is pray.
I pray for you every night before I go to sleep,
and every time I think I hear you creep.
Sometimes its like you're still here,
I look at the door and wait for you to appear.
Then I realize you're not home,
and I go back to feeling so alone.
I love you so much you just don't know,
no matter what you'll always be my little bro.



Love,
 BIG BRO

I am HOOKED!!

Why when I see you *times intends to go so darn fast!!*
Why when I am in troubled minds , as when I see you ; all troubles is away
Why is it so easy for me to see you in a distant but not talk to you~ *I can never say what I wanted to say*
Missing U is all I can do~

I am just so hooked to you~

Well, at least you did not ignore me~~

TEE HEE
~NIGEL~


I will never ever ever give up on you~

DREAM BIG !

The Phrase "Keep your dreams alive. Understand to achieve anything requires faith and belief in yourself, vision, hard work, determination, and dedication. Remember all things are possible for those who believe....

Do not any1 else control your DREAMS
Its your and it so belongs to you~
"DUN TRY YOUR BEST TO ARCHIVE 
but DO YOUR BEST TO ARCHIVED IT....


~ NIGEL ~
LUV YA

This sounds good~

I was in the office, DREAMING~
I was with my diary and I started writing something that I wanna so remember.....
Passage as below:


There I saw a girl so beautiful and divine.
With the innocent heart I have in mine,
I wished to wish her, "How are you?"
She would have said, "Thank You, I am fine."

But nearing her I feel I could say not a single line.
Don't know what happened to me and why,
Maybe I was too reserved and shy.

I was awestruck by her bewitching eyes,
I went dumb, but the feeling was nice.
The Cupid's arrow struck my heart complete,
The love in my heart just got lit.

Never saw a face, so beautiful than her,
I just don't want to admire her from afar.
I want to talk to her, make her my friend,
Wish to walk with her holding hand in hand.

But I could utter not a single word, why?
Don't know! Maybe I am too shy.

But I love her love her deep.
Wish to make promises that I can keep.
Watching her from afar makes me satisfy,
The love I have for her, I can ne'er deny.

She's the moonlight, in a dark night,
Who could make my dark life bright.
She's a beautiful pearl, ya that's right.
I feel thunders at her very sight.



Kaka..... What about it people!!??


Out of the blue le~ 


~ Nigel~ 
miss Her

Me? Anti - social??

Yo~!
Sure boh~


Maybe anti - social to you got la!!
Actually I wanted to give you hug on that day, so as I was walking towards you, You gave me the "STARE" where it so shows "BACK OFF BOY!"
That stare scare the hell out of me!
So, I walk pass and didn't acknowledge you lo ~
I do not wanna make any matters worst....so all I have to do is just stay away~
I was told the PAST is to be forgotten,but its seems it haven't gotten to you yet~
Well at least I have friends that forgives and forgets.....
But please don't go stabbing my back k?
You don't like me? just say it~ 

"Freedom" "LIFE" "Happiness"

• the condition of being free; the power to act or speak or think without externally imposed restraints
• exemption: immunity from an obligation or duty

In LIFE, all you need is courage,

Courage to say I CARE

Courage to say NO when is wrong

Courage to say YES when is Right.....and etc

With courage comes FREEDOM

That's the moment you are free....and @ that very moment comes your happiness.....

its like a chain reaction that happen~

Did you notice?

Try doing this,

Tomorrow as you get up from your bed until the day ends with you going on the bed, try to RECAPTURE the events...

As you will notice,Some of you will have the "chain reaction" in your daily basis~  *in Any way*

Have you ever thank God, for that He has given us a day to got through and other days to come~

I was riding my bike up the bridge by Mahkota Parade,I was looking at the sky and realized that GOD himself is a good painter and decorator ~ He knows how to arranged the clouds..... And GOD is so good in COLOURS for the beautiful SUNSET~

There Is No Perfect World For You Unless You Make it Perfect

Have you ever faced this situation?

Situation : There is this girl you know,and you wanna know her more....

                             One day, you got to know her *it started with a phone no.....*

                             All this time you were chatting with her through emails,messages and etc

                             All of a sudden this happens, You met her *where you are so excited* you do not                      know what to talk about.... but when you and her message each other *there is ALOT to talk about*

Why must this kind of situation happen.... 

* Guys are just afraid of humiliating the girls infront of her friends....Maybe~ or Maybe Not.....

Nigel~

A letter to a Friend

I cant talk to you,to tell you how i feel about you...

So this is a letter to you from me to you....

I keep hearing stuffs about you that hurts me * I dunno why it happens~ *

Well, here the thing! 

I dun care if you hate me,

I dun care if you ignore me, (so be it!!)

I dunno what happened between us~

We were so close but something that I did that i didnt notice

But That is just too bad!!!

Because you are still a friend to me!!

Although you have BAD MOOD......that doesn't  mean 

you can go hurting yourself.....

I dun mind you not telling me but You have other friends

that cares for you!!

Have a nice day k!!!

A message from me to you!!

Valentine Comes & Goes...But not My LOVE for YOU!

I dun understand these feelings i have.... *its driving me nuts~*

I didn't know I could love

anyone as much as I love you

for the sound of your voice,

makes all my dreams come true.

You walk into the ballroom, and

I know you have arrived;

my heart skips a beat when

you walk up to my side.

I hope this kind of magic stays

forever between us two,

and the whole wide world will

know that God sent me you.

Althought we r friends....

Knowing you more would be my greatest pleasure~

XP

*Missing the smile,the enthusiasm of you! Presence of you not being around makes me weak~ XP

~nigel~

A WISH FROM ME TO YOU!

*WAITING FOR YOU

THE MADNESS IN MY LIFE RECENTLY~~~

MADNESS LADY,

you make me happy
You know you do
If I could be with you CRAZY....HEHE
I'd make you happy too



You don't understand how much I like you
And trust me it's been awhile
Since the first time I saw you MADNESS LADY
I've wanted you to be mine

Maybe I'm a little older...
But I sure am mature
I've been through a lot
And baby I'm ready to go through more

Life is full of surprises
Baby being in your arms was one
Please don't take that away from me
Cause baby I feel like I've won!......

BOWL WITH ME,

YOU WIN ME.......

AIR HOCKEY ME,YOU WIN ME AGAIN!!

BUT ALL I WANTED IS YOU TO B MINE AGAIN!!!!

THE BOOK IS YOURS>>>

CAN I BE YOURS!!! MY DEAR MADNESS LADY....

OH DAMN!!! I DUNNO WHAT TO WRITE ALREADY!!! lol

CUTE PICs~~

This pics helps me alot!!!