Me with a thousand Personalities....

Hey~

2012-01-17T07:15:00.000-08:00

Its been a long time since I have blog... Its 11pm...
I was watching some movies home since I cant go no where...
"Holding the hands of the ONE you LOVE"

I keep thinking who is that girl that I am gonna hold her hand the rest of our LIFE...Going to obstacles together, never letting her go... I have someone on my mind... But then, Dear Blog... I dun think I am her type... I am just sad... Why does no one wanna give me a little chance by knowing me....? Am I tat bad looking? Is there anything wrong with me? If there is, I wish they told me... Bt now, waiting for someone and yet I know she wouldn't come... Why is the feeling of care for the person you LOVE & ADORE but never get back the love you wanted! Truth is, I have never ever hold anyone's hand but my moms...My mom hold my hand to go through Life and I know she would be there.... Now, I wanna hold that Girl's hand and let her know, I will be there no matter what / where / when just to show her how I care bring her Love~

There is not a day that I dun think of you!
IMY

Nmn~ "The Truth"

LOVE is like LIFE

2011-07-19T09:04:00.000-07:00

I am so bless to have a 2nd chance!
A chance to live LIFE....
A chance to SHARE my story...and announced to the world I LIVE to meet another beautiful Sunlight
or A BRIGHT Light showing the way~ Moonlight~
A chance to say THANK YOU for making me Live for another day of Joy, Sadness, Dissappointment, Jealousy, Achievement, Happy, Sadness ,Rejected , To be LOVE and etc .... I mean is that a chance to FEEL again!
Tears is to express you feelings...to pour out!! You feel like CRYING? dun be shy~ Let it all out!! In life we gotta Tear it all out! Its our life~
Dun be afraid to ask~
There is things you can do, but there also things in life you can't do...*but there is some1 out there that may help you!*
I have friends where they say,they are stupid,Ugly,Fat *mostly*,PIMPLES!! ,Do I look good in these dress? and etc
Well,if you dun believe yourself,how can others believe you...You may hear this a thousand times but do you

ever take in consideration and think about it?
Live life to the fullest!! Love as you have never been loved before~ XD

You know how when you were a little kid, and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them. But, eventually, you grow up. One day, you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is, it’s hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has the smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day, they will open their eyes and it will come true.

BE YOURSELF!!
Haha....Laugh ALL YOU want!!! BE Crazy all you want!!

~NMN~

I won’t force myself to have a space in your life, because if you know my worth, you’ll create one for me.

A start of something new~

2011-07-11T10:13:00.000-07:00

Hey Blogger readers!!

How are you guys out there!

I was watching "PARENTHOOD" Loving it

Its show how every parent changed when they set their eyes on their First born & also the challenges they face...All parents goes through this~

Biggest Loser

Explains how to loose you weight *if your are over weight*

Ever wonder why they never had a "TEENAGE HOOD" movie or a series?

Lol...well, My point of view,Teenage is a hard Subject to study~

All teenage has their different issues~

Haha.....

I have now come to realize that Life is full of chances,rejections,Love,Sharing....

Hey YOU!! Yea YOU!

Did you face a problems,tough times, difficulties *that make you wanna say "Die man!" "I cant do it"*

Yesterday?? 2 Days Ago?? In the past?

Well I did! It was during my death of my Little brother "Sean Michael Nonis"

There was a point I tried killing myself~ I was only 5 that time and I wanted to jump from a building

Some1 STOPPED me,

If it was not that some1, I wouldn't be here to blogged this~

TG I came back to Malacca, and Start a whole new life of NIgel Michael Nonis with my brother bside me spiritually~

He is My BROTHER,

My BEST FRIEND

Living in Malacca for 17 years!

With my amazing Aunt,Cousins,Uncles & also my friends

What will I be without you guys?!

The jokes , happiness , grumbling , scolding , shouting was my survival~

Love found me & was shared with me....

Now, I wanna share My Love to that Special 1,You are my Sunshine~

Haha....

Didnt know Love,but then Love was Shared and Given....Now Its my turn to Show What I know about Love~

You may ask what I love about you,

Maybe something that you dun see but it is I who see in YOu~

That makes you way different than all the people on this earth~

I love life to the fullest~

All I wanna do is now is Living Life with You....

Never compare your love story with those in the movies, because they are written by scriptwriters. Yours is written by God.

Sometimes, our lives can change so fast that the change outpaces our mind and hearts. It’s those times, I think, when our lives have altered but still long for the time before everything was altered-this is when we feel the greatest pain. I can tell you, though, from experience, you grow accustomed to it. You learn to live your new life, and you can’t imagine, or even really remember how things were before.

This Is all I can say~ Loving the moment right after you text me back!!!

See You Later Alligator!

~NMN~

Do things what you wanted to do~~ if you have the chace!!! grab it!

Take pictures of yourself if you want to~

You snap me to your heart!! Love you~

Hospitalized~

2011-07-04T06:14:00.000-07:00

Just came back from the hospital,

I was in a motor-lorry hit & run accident~

the night I got into an accident,(I was actually from San Pedro)...

Got HIGH with my friends and I head to my office just to get some good rest!

But so happens I over slept~

So as I was heading home with my bike, I slept while RIDING!!

Craziee!! Well, Lifes like that...We learn our mistakes!

Was in the hospital from the 30th till today!

Call me weird, but I love being in the hospital~ I had my friends visit me~

Rocky With Raisins!
(loving both!)

Some of them came to share their jokes,brought food,just to DATE with their GF/BF *Was I still in the picture*

*did you come to see me?? or you just wanna date her*

*PDA (a new word I learned from Nisse)* & also Feathers from Nisse,Aaron & Khay Tong & Marilyn & Alvin Lee & others~
I am so happy to have them as my friends!
I also met GAVIN YEO (it was like after 1 year and a half did not see him!!)

I wasn't bored and my head wasn't at WORKING MODE

I miss having my friends around me!

My friend Nisse personifies the word FRIEND. She is a ton of fun, supportive, positive, enthusiastic, and just a wonderful person.

I'd like to say THANK YOU to her for always being there for me. Whether we live a short car ride or a long plane ride apart, I know I am lucky to have her just a phonecall away. I don't know what I'd do without you Nisse! Your hilarious stories, your infectious laugh, and your smile I can see right through the phone-- thank you for being you!

And Not forgetting Aaron's laugh~

Thank you for sending me the things
to make me think, laugh, or smile.
For when I am down
it makes the hurt go away
if only for a while.

That is why friends are so dear,
just because they love you.
And you always know they're there
to lend a listening ear
and to take away the blues.

It is also why I thank my God
for the friends he sends my way
For He knows we all need some cheer
and the support each and every day.

So to my wonderful friends
I send a rose to you.
Because I know that you all
are my friends through and true.

In each of us is a special gift
for if we love one another
It can surpass so much pain and fear
And give help and love to others.

Ps: Thanks for everything! Just so you know Girl,you are the First person to make me feel such a feeling...*i cant even explained,even if you ask*
1 thing I can tell you is I LOVE YOU and I can tell you WHY...because its TRUE~ You make me go crazy inside~ Missing you so dearly!!

Its Father's Day...

2011-06-18T08:34:00.000-07:00

Every DAY has its STORY,
But THIS day, has a DIFFERENT STORY than the other people out there!
Every year passed, this Day keeps me thinking, is HE still ALIVE??
I never knew my DAD at all~ I was born without a DAD~
Does HE even know I exist?
My LIFE is so HORRIBLE *at that moment*,
My life, My AUNTY, UNCLE, MOM is my HERO, is My TEACHER....& is My FRIEND
I always wonder what was it like GROWING having a father??
Is He COOL? MACHO? STRICT?
I was so jealous with my friends...
As time PASSED ~
I left my PASS aside....but I cant~
EVERY YEAR got FATHER"S DAY MAH!!
Well, Living with my UNCLE & AUNTY now.... NOW, LIfe is just a normal ROUTINE!
Already 17 years now, celebrating with MY UNCLE,
If it wasn't HIM to accept me to be appart of his family, I will be on the roadside @ Bukit Bintang....
Well..
Thats my life, I don't wanna have secrets with you~

HAPPY FATHER"S DAY TO ALL THE FATHER"S!!

~NMN~
*I always wonder,why do I keep LOOSING my loved ones~ is HE testing ME?
*Does HE has a PLAN for ME?
*I AM SO AFRAID of LOSING MYSELF for HIM
* I am so afraid that I cant HOLD ON!!

ME?? You??HEHE

2011-06-13T06:44:00.000-07:00

You and me
Were meant to be;
In my dreams, and in my heart
We have something that can't be torn apart;
Dreaming of you, makes my night worth while
Thinking of you, makes me constantly smile;
Something tells me that your the one
Whenever I'm with you, we have so much fun;
Having you is the best thing ever
Having you is what i want forever;
Til the end of time
You will be mine;
I love you baby, your one of a kind
Because your always on my mind.

~nmn~
Never ever giving up~

Amazing~

2011-05-18T08:34:00.000-07:00

You’re really amazing, and one day, maybe very soon, you will find someone who really means the world to you and you will fall in love with them, and he will love you to bits. He won’t find anyone else like you if he could search the world forever and ever. You will find someone who won’t want to leave your side. He might not be in your life yet: he might have walked past you today, he might have walked outside your house a few hours ago, but one day, he’ll be yours and only yours forever and ever.

40 lessons of life~

2011-05-17T03:43:00.000-07:00

I got it from the net~ (28 April 2009, Tuesday , 8.29pm)

1. Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good.

2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone…

4. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and family will. Stay in touch.

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.

6. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7. Cry with someone. It’s more healing than crying alone..

8. It’s OK to get angry with God. He can take it.

9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck..

10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won’t screw up the present.

12. It’s OK to let your children see you cry.

13. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn’t be in it.

15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don’t worry; God never blinks.

16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

17. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.

18. Whatever doesn’t kill you really does make you stronger.

19.. It’s never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.

20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don’t take no for an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don’t save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now. Don’t wait for old age to wear purple.

24. The most important sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words ‘In five years, will this matter?’

27. Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone everything.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

33. Believe in miracles.

34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn’t do.

35. Don’t audit life. Show up and make the most of it now..

36. Growing old beats the alternative — dying young.

37. Your children get only one childhood.

38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’s, we’d grab ours back.

Now, my fingers is so pain!!! Walao~
I had horrible hand writings~

A Guy In Confusion~

2011-05-17T03:25:00.000-07:00

Help to figure out how to help this guy,

Background for this guy I only can tell you a little~
*He had a most ADORABLE brother, but lost HIM when he was a young boy*
*He still has his RHINO toy from the age of 2 years old*
*He is a very WEIRD guy~*
*Loves his FAMILY & FRIENDS*
*LOVED School, but HATED some of the TEACHERS*
*Growing up in 4 places, (Kuala Lumpur, Johore,Singapore & Malacca)
*Started schooling @ the age of 8 (std 2)

His current situation:
He has known this girl for 5 months,keep thinking & talking about her (sometimes la)
This guy wanna tell her how he feels for her is so afraid...
Afraid? afraid of being rejected~
(hint: If you don't tell that special some1 what he/she means to you, Well that HE/SHE WONT KNOW!!, Being rejected is also another issue,but don't you see!! atleast now, she knows)
(hint for the above hint: Most girls knows that you have feelings for her
Exp: GUYS will go the extra mile for the GIRLS which is so obvious...When a GUY is around a GIRL he likes , he will be so careless *naturally* LOLX))

He likes about with this girl is the smile,the eyes,spontaneous *she is a friend that is not to loose*
This guy cant last a day without not hearing from her~
How can this guy go to her and tell her??
*he has Alzheimer's! Lol
He is willing to spend more time with her rather than telling her~
WOW~ He is so lost~

Here goes, Just take the chance~ =)
Sometimes, we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel, stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel, and sometimes, we just have to go with “whatever happens, happens.”

~NMN~
Love is ~~~

A special day for the 2 woman in my LifE

2011-05-07T10:25:00.000-07:00

Hello hello~
I am back to blogspot once again~
Got up in the morning @ 5.30am,Did my laundry & watered my garden~
*but soon realizes its only SATURDAY!*

~but now its already Mother's Day~

I am so grateful to have this 2 people in my life, My MOM & AUNT
My mother is the most important person in my life. I have been mentioning her in almost all of the essays I write. The problem is, I cannot really express how I feel about her in just words. My mother is not my whole life, but she is a really big part of it.For now, My mom is not with me, she is in Australia. *WHISPER: Where I so know that she is so worried about me although when she deny...* WHICH MOTHER NEVER WORRIES?*

Mommy, please don't worry 'cause
I'm doing really well,
Even though I miss you on
This Happy Mother's Day!

Wishing you were with me 'cause
In that case I could tell
You all the things that happened to me
While you were away.

I love you even though you can't
Be with me just for now.
And I know you love me, too,
'Cause I'm your little child.

And I'm sure that you will come
To me someday, somehow,
And I will see you look at me
And know that you have smiled.

I am living with my Aunt, I have known her for thirteen years, three months, 9 days and nineteen hours....
I still remember the havoc I cause (TILL NOW) LOLX

*The moment a child is born,the mother is also born.She never existed before.The woman existed but the mother never .A mother is something absolutely new !!!*

~NMN~

I Love your smile~

Japan oh Japan~

2011-03-11T07:26:00.000-08:00

Thousands of life just been swept away....Sob~
Some of us are busy or maybe enjoying life & yet at the same time a tsunami is occurring...
And all that happen its just because the earth shook The world became dark and the sea water overflow The sea swallow up the mainland The people cried out in fear and seek refuge but yet some of us are @ home relaxing~
Imagine the families that lost their love ones & shelter~....

Without a noise, a warning,
or clarion call
the sudden gulf of the impossible
striking from so far below

to stand, those who remained,
and see the remnants
of life, and death, strewn
powerless against such force:
nature's disquieting call to arms.

Surrendering, after first strike,
we begin to rebuild an existence.

Time withered in the sand
As illusions grew across the land
Many people came to see
What it was that just could not be

The ocean rose as high as trees
With people needing help from you and me
Sending money wasn't enough
As hope and prayers were needed more

All religions and nations
Came together in their aid
The people still have hope
To continue their lives once again

To feel the wrath of such tragedy
We can only imagine how it must be
But one world away, one can not forget
The strength of a Tsunami

Imagine when its over,


When all was calm
Shrill wail children call her parents
Shrill parents call of God
Meet melancholy in the rubble that still left
Not many left
House have been flattened
Where are the corpses
Swallowing saliva, holding hunger and thirst
One by one to meet her family
The injured or have died
Blessings can still gather
Although not have property again

Close our eyes for a moment,

Reflect~~

Pls Lord, i pray for those who need you the most right now. I pray for all the tsunami victims, that they may be protected by your greatness. Help those who are struggling with the Tsunami and those who lost they beloved. Amen.

Appreciate life while you have it~

Love it~

~nmn~

A ~ Z of me

2011-03-10T05:46:00.000-08:00

A - Animal lover but not an insect lover though
B - loves Bowling,Badminton & Blogging.....duh~
C - loves CHEESE not so much~
D - a Drummer
E - i am Exquisite & Emo at times~
F - making Fun of people!
G - a bad Gamer and a bad Gambler
H - Horse - riding *love it*
I - Ice cream
J - Jungle trekking *need frenz to go with*
K - Kaching!
L - wants to be Loved
M - My Mom & Music
N - Nigel which is me! Naughty but lovable
O - Open minder,likes Oranges
P - loves writing Poems
Q - not a Quiet guy I am....
R - wants to REST
S - Supercalifragilistic ,Superannoying
T - Twisted my hand
U - United with each other
V - VVVVVV
W - alot of WATER
X - xenodocheionology * loves hotel *
Y - its You i want~
Z - Zoologist *when I was 8 years old,it was my dream*

Smile~

2011-03-10T05:06:00.000-08:00

Well a day with you isn't enough....
Knowing you bit by bit but falling for you more every time I see you....
Lol~
You are crazy,fun, and things I cant even describe~ LOL

I could look at your face forever
I could hold your hand for all time.
If I could have one granted wish,
it would be that you are mine.

I dream about you all the time
and they way you look at me.
I love hearing you smile
I love you so much, can't you see?

I could look at your face forever
I could hold you in my heart for all time.
So there's only one question left for you to answer,
will you please be mine?

:-)

~Nigelicious Michael Nonis~

*I am falling for you more and more while I am trying to know you more~
I am so crazy for you~

~PLOOP~

A great fall~

2011-03-09T05:57:00.000-08:00

I came in @ 5.30am.....
Started my day with a cup of MILO~
When to my office,did my daily job....
Got shouted at for no freaking reason.....was so confused?
*i know u stress but why throw over me??
Haiz......
Met my client,then while walking up I got a call from that man,
Kena shouted again~
Shouted back!
Kena warned!!!
So I walked away while he was talking,PISSED
My function was to start but there was a PROB,
I called the 1 in charge but then he raise his voice to me,so,
I shouted at him and he cried....
*my bad~~
But I was so pissed and wasnt thinking~~
I fell down the stairs~~~
KAKAKA
sprain my hand~
*why didnt I just die*
AHHHHHHH......
Typing this freaking post also so hard.....i only have 1 hand!!!
haiz~~~

Time....Its all I have~

2011-03-08T06:13:00.000-08:00

Hey~
I dunno How this is but How is this??

I lay adrift on a wooden raft. Surrounded by the still, black sky of
my mind. Floating on the dark, dimpled water of time. There your face
twinkles above me. You shine. Stars so seemingly close, but
unreachable. The light glowing on my outstretched hands. Clawing at
the sky, but unable to grasp the source.

My heart ticks in time to the groan of the planks. It is a clock.
Counting not the day, but the moments since last we touched. Passion
in fingertips the world has not yet rendered. Promises unspoken by
lips that plead for fulfillment.

Tick Tock. I drift farther from your touch.
Tick Tock. Two more moments alone without you.

My heart is a clock. It's muscle and nerves the gears and pins. A
machine. A tool. But a clock is meaningless without time. Without
time, a clock would simply count. Valueless decimals discarded and
alone. My heart is a clock and you are its time. Giving purpose to a
machine empty without you. Your sweet song, the harmony to my meter.
Breathing life into the inanimate.

Tick Tock. My heart waits for you.

I lay adrift on the water of time, waiting for the currents to bring
me back to you.

~N~M~N~

ps: I will never give up on you~

What a day!!

2011-03-06T00:56:00.000-08:00

"Nigel, She literally hates you!!" "Get away from her"
I was told yesterday by a friend~
hmmm~
Well,just so you know
I dunno what she meant until now....kakaka
but personally I so wanted to slap her face or was it a punch??
but it didn't happened....
What are you interfering in my life?
Jealousy?
Really~~~?
Come on!!!
There is nothing between us....

I hate people~ such as YOU~

Life with Friends~

2011-02-28T04:44:00.000-08:00

Last night, I was talking to a friend for 3 and a half hours (thats the good thing of house phone!! no credit waste!! )
He really BACK - ED me up siot!!
But after the so called long conversation we had,He send me a message~

"I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care"

What are best friends for!
All in the above explains it all~

According to someone, GOD does not do mistakes! *which is true!*
*everything GOD does,there is always a reason*

there is three "SPECIAL" moments in LIFE....
- Being brought to the world~
- knowing the purposed you live for...
- Achieving IT!
Haha....
Life is just so unpredictable~
God knows what I was gonna faced today even before I was born!
There is a reason of me still living~
but I still dunno,
I hope GOD will someday show me....But now all I have to do is WAIT!!
I love you~
I miss you~
I thank you!

Well,
Life goes on~
Always moving forward~
"AGE QUOD AGIS"
LOVING THE EVERY SINGLE MOMENT IN LIFE~~
APPRECIATING EVERY SINGLE FRIENDS I HAVE~~
ENJOYING EVERY RAINDROP IN THE SKY~~

HEY YOU!!!
If you love dancing in the rain but being scared of getting sick.....dun worry~~
ENJOY THE RAIN,LIKE I DO!
ENJOY LIFE!!!
DUN JUST DREAM, GO FOR IT!!
I LOVE MUSIC!! *it keeps me peaceful!*

I LOVE HER *She makes me go crazy*

HUG EVERYONE YOU LOVE!!!

LOVING LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!

~NIGEL TAN MICHAEL NONIS~
*thanks to all~

Time spend with you~

2011-02-27T05:59:00.000-08:00

Hey,
It was the great 12 years being with you!!
When you were young,you were so cute!!! *which you still do*
I love you so much lil bro~
You never disobeyed your mom~
You never shouted....
You will do anything as what we ask....
There were no excuses from you!!!
Bro, I wanna be you!!
Thanks for making my day, when I was down!~
You love getting tickled from me don't you??
The amount of videos that we have planed to do and that we have done!!
Kaka...
Funny right, lil bro??
Last year I started to bite you~
haiz~
Till we meet!!

~nigel~
I miss You

Tears~

2011-02-25T07:04:00.000-08:00

My eyes filled up with tears as I heard the news
It never occurred to me, how much I could lose
I find myself wishing that it wasn't real
Every time I think about it, pain is all I can feel
Tears fall from my eyes, I can barely see
But my heart tells me that he'll always be with me
I’m glad he feels no pain now-he lives in a perfect land
I can still feel the soft touch on my shoulder of his loving hand
I lie in bed and cry at night
And I don’t feel any better in the morning light
And I will love and miss him forever
Until the day we are again together.
Together in that perfect place above,
Filled with caring, sharing and love
But until that day comes- I will wipe my tears away.
And hopefully see him again someday

~ Nigel ~

My Bro,My Life

2011-02-25T06:57:00.000-08:00

Dear Lil Bro,

I love you and I wish you were home,
it hurts me to think you're so alone.
Its not the same without you here,
why you did what you did is still unclear.
I remember when we were little and we played in Aunty Vivienne's garden, RUNNING & playing water~~~,
then we'd go sit inside and tickle each other.
You'd look at me and smile,
your smile used to stretch a mile.
When I had a bad day you were the only on who could make me laugh,
its like you were my other half.
It hurts me to see what your going through,
it hurts even more because there's nothing I can do.
I just wish I could make it all ok,
but all I can do is pray.
I pray for you every night before I go to sleep,
and every time I think I hear you creep.
Sometimes its like you're still here,
I look at the door and wait for you to appear.
Then I realize you're not home,
and I go back to feeling so alone.
I love you so much you just don't know,
no matter what you'll always be my little bro.

Love,
BIG BRO

I am HOOKED!!

2011-02-24T05:05:00.000-08:00

Why when I see you *times intends to go so darn fast!!*
Why when I am in troubled minds , as when I see you ; all troubles is away
Why is it so easy for me to see you in a distant but not talk to you~ *I can never say what I wanted to say*
Missing U is all I can do~

I am just so hooked to you~

Well, at least you did not ignore me~~

TEE HEE
~NIGEL~

I will never ever ever give up on you~

DREAM BIG !

2011-02-23T07:58:00.000-08:00

The Phrase "Keep your dreams alive. Understand to achieve anything requires faith and belief in yourself, vision, hard work, determination, and dedication. Remember all things are possible for those who believe....

Do not any1 else control your DREAMS
Its your and it so belongs to you~
"DUN TRY YOUR BEST TO ARCHIVE
but DO YOUR BEST TO ARCHIVED IT....

~ NIGEL ~
LUV YA

This sounds good~

2011-02-22T08:37:00.000-08:00

I was in the office, DREAMING~
I was with my diary and I started writing something that I wanna so remember.....
Passage as below:

There I saw a girl so beautiful and divine.
With the innocent heart I have in mine,
I wished to wish her, "How are you?"
She would have said, "Thank You, I am fine."

But nearing her I feel I could say not a single line.
Don't know what happened to me and why,
Maybe I was too reserved and shy.

I was awestruck by her bewitching eyes,
I went dumb, but the feeling was nice.
The Cupid's arrow struck my heart complete,
The love in my heart just got lit.

Never saw a face, so beautiful than her,
I just don't want to admire her from afar.
I want to talk to her, make her my friend,
Wish to walk with her holding hand in hand.

But I could utter not a single word, why?
Don't know! Maybe I am too shy.

But I love her love her deep.
Wish to make promises that I can keep.
Watching her from afar makes me satisfy,
The love I have for her, I can ne'er deny.

She's the moonlight, in a dark night,
Who could make my dark life bright.
She's a beautiful pearl, ya that's right.
I feel thunders at her very sight.

Kaka..... What about it people!!??

Out of the blue le~

~ Nigel~
miss Her

Me? Anti - social??

2011-02-22T08:26:00.000-08:00

Yo~!
Sure boh~

Maybe anti - social to you got la!!
Actually I wanted to give you hug on that day, so as I was walking towards you, You gave me the "STARE" where it so shows "BACK OFF BOY!"
That stare scare the hell out of me!
So, I walk pass and didn't acknowledge you lo ~
I do not wanna make any matters worst....so all I have to do is just stay away~
I was told the PAST is to be forgotten,but its seems it haven't gotten to you yet~
Well at least I have friends that forgives and forgets.....
But please don't go stabbing my back k?
You don't like me? just say it~

"Freedom" "LIFE" "Happiness"

2011-02-21T06:48:00.000-08:00

the condition of being free; the power to act or speak or think without externally imposed restraints
exemption: immunity from an obligation or duty

In LIFE, all you need is courage,

Courage to say I CARE

Courage to say NO when is wrong

Courage to say YES when is Right.....and etc

With courage comes FREEDOM

That's the moment you are free....and @ that very moment comes your happiness.....

its like a chain reaction that happen~

Did you notice?

Try doing this,

Tomorrow as you get up from your bed until the day ends with you going on the bed, try to RECAPTURE the events...

As you will notice,Some of you will have the "chain reaction" in your daily basis~ *in Any way*

Have you ever thank God, for that He has given us a day to got through and other days to come~

I was riding my bike up the bridge by Mahkota Parade,I was looking at the sky and realized that GOD himself is a good painter and decorator ~ He knows how to arranged the clouds..... And GOD is so good in COLOURS for the beautiful SUNSET~

There Is No Perfect World For You Unless You Make it Perfect

2011-02-19T06:45:00.000-08:00

Have you ever faced this situation?

Situation : There is this girl you know,and you wanna know her more....

One day, you got to know her *it started with a phone no.....*

All this time you were chatting with her through emails,messages and etc

All of a sudden this happens, You met her *where you are so excited* you do not know what to talk about.... but when you and her message each other *there is ALOT to talk about*

Why must this kind of situation happen....

* Guys are just afraid of humiliating the girls infront of her friends....Maybe~ or Maybe Not.....

Nigel~

A letter to a Friend

2011-02-15T07:49:00.000-08:00

I cant talk to you,to tell you how i feel about you...

So this is a letter to you from me to you....

I keep hearing stuffs about you that hurts me * I dunno why it happens~ *

Well, here the thing!

I dun care if you hate me,

I dun care if you ignore me, (so be it!!)

I dunno what happened between us~

We were so close but something that I did that i didnt notice

But That is just too bad!!!

Because you are still a friend to me!!

Although you have BAD MOOD......that doesn't mean

you can go hurting yourself.....

I dun mind you not telling me but You have other friends

that cares for you!!

Have a nice day k!!!

A message from me to you!!

Valentine Comes & Goes...But not My LOVE for YOU!

2011-02-13T05:46:00.000-08:00

I dun understand these feelings i have.... *its driving me nuts~*

I didn't know I could love

anyone as much as I love you

for the sound of your voice,

makes all my dreams come true.

You walk into the ballroom, and

I know you have arrived;

my heart skips a beat when

you walk up to my side.

I hope this kind of magic stays

forever between us two,

and the whole wide world will

know that God sent me you.

Althought we r friends....

Knowing you more would be my greatest pleasure~

*Missing the smile,the enthusiasm of you! Presence of you not being around makes me weak~ XP

~nigel~

A WISH FROM ME TO YOU!

*WAITING FOR YOU

THE MADNESS IN MY LIFE RECENTLY~~~

2010-06-06T03:28:00.000-07:00

MADNESS LADY,

you make me happy
You know you do
If I could be with you CRAZY....HEHE
I'd make you happy too

You don't understand how much I like you
And trust me it's been awhile
Since the first time I saw you MADNESS LADY
I've wanted you to be mine

Maybe I'm a little older...
But I sure am mature
I've been through a lot
And baby I'm ready to go through more

Life is full of surprises
Baby being in your arms was one
Please don't take that away from me
Cause baby I feel like I've won!......

BOWL WITH ME,

YOU WIN ME.......

AIR HOCKEY ME,YOU WIN ME AGAIN!!

BUT ALL I WANTED IS YOU TO B MINE AGAIN!!!!

THE BOOK IS YOURS>>>

CAN I BE YOURS!!! MY DEAR MADNESS LADY....

OH DAMN!!! I DUNNO WHAT TO WRITE ALREADY!!! lol

CUTE PICs~~

2009-12-17T07:00:00.000-08:00

This pics helps me alot!!!

2009-12-17T06:48:00.000-08:00

I wish la i had a pics of me on mags!! haha..... The old school days!!!

Hmm.....

2009-12-17T06:19:00.000-08:00

Why must THINGS like this happens to me.... but I thank GOD for the years of living.... now i have 2 to 3 more months..... gonna live to my freaking fullest!!!!

I am FREAKING pissed!!

2009-12-15T19:56:00.000-08:00

WANT TO KNOW WHY??

its bcause of GREED!!MONEY!!
Its like there is no life without money,maybe true that money supports an individual but not all of use has MONEY....tats why there is POOR & RICH.... Recently I read an article about Beggars in my very own neighbourhood,this is no ordinary beggars!! Its a syndicate. Wanna know something about the beggars??

Their hands,toes are being chopped off,poured acid on their face....People Do Such Thing??
well not the beggars but the people tat is in this syndicate...This merciless "people" would send them(beggars) to a Pasar Malam to collect money,by just looking @ them, you would give some money even I would.... After the pasar malam is over, the "people" would bring the back.... If i am right, i dun think they are given money from part of the collection..... I do not understand what the heck is happening now days in the world....maybe i am not meant to understand, but it hurts my heart that this is happening outside,where I can only WATCH and FEEL but not DO.....

But we all know the "man" up above the heavenly clouds know what to do....

For now All I can do is just PRAY.....*or write this blog and share to you how I feel!!!

Thanks for reading.....

MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING,

LOVE & SHARE will give you HAPPINESS!!!!

NigelMicNonis

2009-11-26T01:55:00.000-08:00

Alot more to come....

3 More to go!!

2009-11-25T04:47:00.000-08:00

3 more subjects to go,yet i am still here in front of the computer..... haha....
I just cant get focus on the subject for 10 mins,its part of my prob......... well i had probs in my Additional maths though.....it was FREAKING tough!!! Well i hope i would get a C.... Hope so lo......
I really do not know what to write today..... i wanted to because of my fren,Aaron was writing in his blog.... It was weird but interesting though...... Got to meet Jaclyn Victor tommorow, with her group...... yipee!!! I am just waiting for SPM to over, i would love to get over with it.......

Principal Of The Year....

2009-07-13T02:28:00.000-07:00

Principal of St.Francis Instituition,Mr Ong Chong Wee.... A father, a teacher,a mostly a principal to us.... happy are we to have him!!!

There are no words to match my gratitude,
However much like Shakespeare I might write.
Above all else, you've shaped my attitude,
Nurturing me with discipline and light.
Knowledge is the least of what you taught,
Yet that least at least prepared my head.
Out of your heart I've learned the things I ought,
Underscoring words you never said.

~~nigel~~

Ramdomz

2009-07-13T02:20:00.000-07:00

I got nothing to do la... hahaha... taking pics of my frenz and some of the great moments in school

~~nigel~~

Hate....hatred

2009-05-31T21:53:00.001-07:00

Hatred occurs when we are scared and jealous. When we meet things that are unknown and we lack self-esteem to enjoy them.
When we feel injustice but cannot do anything about it. When someone takes something we love and we are powerless in that moment to stop it.
When we feel humiliated or made to feel small.
When lack of education and self-respect leads us to dislike those who have worked hard to have more than we've got.
Hatred is nearly always a bad emotion because it just diminishes us rather than the other person - but sometimes hatred is justified - it's what you do about it is the key.

~~nige~~

God is Good...

2009-05-31T21:52:00.000-07:00

Thank You, God

Just this once, my God,
I want to come to You without problems simply to say, thank You!

For forgiveness when I fail.
For the sheer joy of sleep when I'm terribly tired.
For the silent strength of humility when pride overtakes me.
For the justice of Your laws when men are cruel.

For the remedies for sickness when I am ill.
For the simplicity of orderliness when I face confusion.
For the assurance that You have made a place especially for me
when I feel inadequate among my peers.
For the joy of helping others when I see ...

To all my frenz,
I would do any poem anymore because i have no inspiration anymore...haha... i used to take my inspiration from SOMEBODY and helps me too.... but thanks... god bless.....

~~nigel~~

LOVE....AGAPE

2009-05-31T21:48:00.000-07:00

Lately i went for a youth gathering(School of X and Petra Palz) they spoke about LOVE(agape)...I had experienced b4,maybe 4 a little while... but lets get to the point.... i have many definition for love... so here it is... but i know u will get tired while reading this....but this is how i see love.....

Introduction

The true meaning of love, as defined in the Bible, has been corrupted in the common usage of our English language and society. Most often, love is confused with infatuation - that elated, "high" feeling we get when we "fall in love." This kind of "love" is something that lasts typically less than a year, and unless replaced by true love, results in broken relationships.

Origin of Love

The Bible indicates that love is from God. In fact, the Bible says "God is love."1 Love is one of the primary characteristics of God. Likewise, God has endowed us with the capacity for love. This capacity for love is one of the ways in which we are "created in the image of God."2

Different Kinds of Love

The Greek language (the language of the New Testament) uses two different words to describe and define love. The most commonly used Greek word translated "love" in the New Testament is "agape." This love is represented by God's love for us. It is a non-partial, sacrificial love probably best exemplified by God's provision for our rebellion:

"For God so loved (agape) the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish, but have eternal life. (John 3:16)

The gift3 of God's son as a provision for sin4 was given to all humans,5 regardless of who we are.6 God's love is unconditional.7

In contrast, our love is usually conditional and based upon how other people behave toward us. This kind of love is based upon familiarity and direct interaction. The Greek word "phileo" defines this kind of love, often translated "brotherly love." Phileo is a soulish (connected through our emotions) kind of love - something that can be experienced by both believers and non-believers. This is in contrast to agape, which is love extended through the spirit. Agape love requires a relationship with God through Jesus Christ, since the non-regenerated soul is unable to love unconditionally. Agape love gives and sacrifices expecting nothing back in return.8

Those who have studied the Bible and know about Peter's character know that Peter was ruled by his emotions and often responded to situations emotionally, rather than thinking before acting. Sometimes this kind of response lead to good things (e.g., Peter walking on the water to meet Jesus - Matthew 14:25-33), whereas at other times, Peter's response was inappropriate (He was interrupted by God while suggesting that he build three tabernacles, one for Jesus, one for Moses, and one for Elijah on the Mount of Transfiguration - Matthew 17:4). Peter was quite proficient at expressing phileo love, and was probably very popular because of his dynamic character. However, God wants us to express both phileo love and agape love. Peter expressed this idea in his first epistle:

Since you have in obedience to the truth purified your souls for a sincere love [phileo] of the brethren, fervently love [agape] one another from the heart, (1 Peter 1:22)

Believers in the churches of Asia Minor had already expressed phileo love, but Peter was encouraging them to fervently express agape love as well. If you are a Christian, you are encouraged to express both soulish, familiar love and spirit-led unconditional love. The goal of the Christian is to become "partakers of the divine nature." In Peter's second epistle, he says that we are to behave with moral excellence. However, this is not enough. Christians tend to be characterized by non-believers as telling other people how they ought to behave. However, the Christian life should not be restricted to just moral excellence, but, above all else, should include both phileo and agape love:

Now for this very reason also, applying all diligence, in your faith supply moral excellence, and in your moral excellence, knowledge, and in your knowledge, self-control, and in your self-control, perseverance, and in your perseverance, godliness, and in your godliness, brotherly kindness [phileo], and in your brotherly kindness, love [agape]. (2 Peter 1:5-7)

The most famous biblical chapter on love is from 1 Corinthians:

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. (1 Corinthians 13:1-13)

This is a description of apage love. It is described as being patient, kind, truthful, unselfish, trusting, believing, hopeful, and enduring. It is not jealous, boastful, arrogant, rude, selfish, or angry. True love never fails. The description perfectly fits God's love toward us, and should be the way we love each other and God. However, I have never met any person who perfectly fulfills this biblical definition of love. The Bible says that this unconditional love is more important than everything else (a partial list includes oratory ability, prophecy, knowledge, faith, philanthropy and hope). All of these things, which are "good" things, will pass away. Only love is eternal, since love will be the basis of eternal life. In fact, when Jesus was asked what the greatest commandment was, He said, "YOU SHALL LOVE THE LORD YOUR GOD WITH ALL YOUR HEART, AND WITH ALL YOUR SOUL, AND WITH ALL YOUR MIND." (Matthew 22:37) He then added that the second most important law was "YOU SHALL LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOURSELF." Jesus said that the entire law was dependent upon these two commandments.

Conclusion Top of page

If you are not a Christian, I hope you desire to express love as defined in the Bible. However, wanting to do so and attempting to do so in the power of your own will is guaranteed to fail. This kind of love is only possible through relying on the power of God, through faith in Jesus Christ. Even if you are a Christian, you will not succeed if you do not abide in Christ. May the Lord direct your hearts into the love of God and into the steadfastness of Christ.

THE new AND old Conmandments??? WT.....

Beloved, I am not writing a new commandment to you, but an old commandment which you have had from the beginning; the old commandment is the word which you have heard. On the other hand, I am writing a new commandment to you, which is true in Him and in you, because the darkness is passing away, and the true light is already shining. (1 John 2:7-8)

How can a commandment from God be both "old" and "new"? The verses above are taken from John's first epistle (letter). The apostle John is known as the apostle of love, so as we continue to read chapter two,1 we find that this is the topic of the commandment that is both old and new.

The old commandment comes from the law found in the Old Testament book of Leviticus:

'You shall not take vengeance, nor bear any grudge against the sons of your people, but you shall love your neighbor as yourself; I am the LORD. (Leviticus 19:18)

So, how can the commandment to love your neighbor be new, if it was given in the book of Leviticus? The commandments of the Old Testament were given with the same intent as those of the New Testament. However, the theocracy of the time kept adding manmade rules to "clarify" and embellish the commandments. The emphasis was placed on obedience through human willpower. The problem with human willpower is that there is no power in the human will.

The "new" part of the commandment is the means by which the commandment is carried out. It is not through human willpower, but by abiding in "the light."1 This light2 is none other than Jesus Christ - the source of all power.3 If you have tried loving others through your own ability to be nice, you have probably discovered that there are certain people who are "impossible" to love. However, God loves the entire world,4 not just the ones who are "easy" to love. Only by abiding in Christ can we fulfill the perfect love of God in our own lives.

I pray that out of His glorious riches He may strengthen you with power through His Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge--that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God. (Ephesians 3:16-19)

GOD BLESS U 4 EVER... PEACE B WITH YOU....

LoVe...is you and me...

2008-12-01T20:10:00.001-08:00

Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it.

~~nigel~~

Leadership Camp....

2008-11-11T01:32:00.000-08:00

A group picture of us @ the Leadership Camp which was held @Auyin Hill,7&8 Nov 2008...
We had fun there,but the food there was not so good....
the time spend the was very fast.... it should be 3 days or more, by doing this we could know more about each other so that in the future we as leaders could understand our situation or what they are facing... but we had fun there,it was a good experience there.... We had obstacle run,which was GREAT!!!! Well i will be hoping for another camp such as this in the future....

~~nigel~~

What is a True Friend???

2008-08-08T06:50:00.000-07:00

A true friend never walks away
A true will always stay
A true friend looks out for you

A true friend will guard your secrets
Like a precious gift
A true friend is there for you
To give you a helpful lift

A true friend tries to make you smile
Tries to replace that frown
They may not always succeed
But they rarely let you down

These arms for you are open
This heart for you does care
And when I think you need me
I'll try to always be there

I'll listen to your fears
I promise not to laugh
Comfort your falling tears
I'll make this friendship last

I'll keep you near to my heart
I'll always hold you dear
Even when we're miles apart
Even when you're here

I hope I am to you
Everything you are to me
For the friendship we have
Is a special one indeed.

"Here's my friendship poetry effort. I'm new to this writing lark so forgive me if it's quite simplistic. I'd be delighted to have you put this on your friendship page."

~~NIGEL~~

Friends.....

2008-08-08T06:21:00.000-07:00

1st Pic
Thinesh,Me&My Godbrother(Yong Yee Shern)
This picture was taken @ the hall while we were displaying our very own stamps... it was a success...

2nd Pic
Daniel Tan,Me,Daniel and Jonah See.

We were @ the hall while the Japanese student exchange.We really had fun(asking email addresses and other sorts of stuff)

I am proud to have them as friends!!!

The Best Of Friends

The best of friends,
Can change a frown,
Into a smile,
when you feel down.

The best of friends,
Will understand,
Your little trials,
And lend a hand.

The best of friends,
Will always share,
Your secret dreams,
Because they care.

The best of friends,
Worth more than gold,
Give all the love,
A heart can hold

~~nigel~~

It is a dog or a cat...or WORST!!!hehe...

2008-04-12T01:14:00.000-07:00

you should listen to my laugh....

~~nigel~~

RE:ACT YOUTH!!

2008-04-03T22:04:00.000-07:00

Performance of life time....

My frenz are GOOD and funny too,,,

~~nigel~~

RE:ACT YOUTH!!

2008-03-31T02:13:00.001-07:00

Performance in Mahkota Parade last Saturday(29/03/08).....For me is the first time performing in front of the crowds.The performance above conceive of Melvin Tam,Garrett Quek,Jack,Norman Choo,Lai Vincent.
I was so nervous about performing.Well,i ending up performing....hehe

We perform our best!!!(FOR SCHOOL)
We Franciscans ROCKS!!!!We were proud of ourself...

~~nigel~~

Broken hearts Quotes

2008-03-30T06:24:00.000-07:00

Broken Heart Quotes 1::

It takes a minute to like someone, and hour to love someone, but to forget someone takes a life time.

Broken Heart Quotes 2::

Obsession is feeling fearful that you may be losing him; detachment is knowing that he may be losing you; and apathy is the past tense of both.

Broken Heart Quotes 3::

Every happy couple has at least one breakup behind them.

Broken Heart Quotes 4::

If I stop thinking of you, will you be gone to me forever?

Broken Heart Quotes 5::

When we wear our heart on our sleeve, nobody notices our great butts!

Broken Heart Quotes 6::

If the government could tax broken hearts, there would be no deficit.

~~nigel~~

A Broken Heart is Hard to Replace..

2008-03-30T06:17:00.000-07:00

Their is a time when hearts are broken

I wish you wouldn't have broke mine.

You don't understand how I feel

nobody does

That's why I ask you

Why you left me for my best friend

You meant the world to me

you took it away

Carol don't you see

I am head over heels

In love with you

I don't mean what I say When I said I hated you

Think that it is opposite

What I meant to say

Is I love you

Carol in every way

NOTE: i do not want to give her name

By the way that how i feel..

~~nigel~~

The Most Gruesome Death...

2008-03-29T03:52:00.000-07:00

There was a long, long line of spirits at the gate waiting to get into heaven. Not all these spirits could fit into heaven, so the ones who died the worst death would be allowed in.

The first man in line started telling his story, "Well, Peter, you see, I knew that my wife was cheating on me so I decided to come home early from work one day to catch them in action. I got home and searched all over but I couldn''t find him. Then when I walked out onto the balcony, there he was dangling off the darn thing by his fingertips. So I ran and got a hammer then started beating him with it and he fell. Well, the fall didn't kill him, because he landed in a bush so I picked up the refrigerator and threw it on him. Although that killed him, the strain gave me a heart attack, and here I am."

The next man came up and started his story. "St. Peter, I always work out on my balcony on the 14th floor of my apartment building. I was on my bike one day and I fell off when it flipped. I sailed over the rail and I thought ''Please God spare my life'' and he did. I caught on to a balcony below me. I was even happier when a man discovered me hanging there. But all of a sudden he started beating my hands with a hammer so I fell again. But the dear Lord saved me again when I landed in a bush. But I''m here now because the guy threw his refrigerator on top of me."

It was now the third guy's turn to start his story. "Well, Peter, just picture this. I'm hiding butt naked in this married chick''s refrigerator....."

A Cool View..

2008-03-29T03:33:00.000-07:00

This photo was taken on my roof of my house...

This view caught my sight,when i saw this view i felt so peaceful,happy & much more that i cant describe.(now i do all my homework on the roof,believe it or not)

Nigel

A Perfect Moment..

2008-03-29T03:20:00.000-07:00

Beautiful eyes open across a pillow top,
It seems for this moment time will stop,
The earth slows and sounds wane,
A frozen moment without stain.

Your body close to mine,
Our hearts beat in time,
With a smile of simple pleasure,
This moment should last forever.

Some say perfection is unattainable
For most things that's explainable,
But in your arms and with your heart's affection
I have found a brief moment of perfection.

~~nigel~~

its all about love!!

2008-03-29T03:16:00.000-07:00

Your essence, your being,
Just takes me away...
Back to a time way back.

Back when charming princes
In shining armor, on white horses,
Flourished, their swords,
Making the princesses swoon.

You do that to me,
Make me laugh, and fret,
And swoon, on occasion.

But without a sword,
Or a great white horse,
Or armor,
You are still a prince.

And my prince,
Whom I'd swoon over,
Any day.

~~nigel~~